strewn: (dal seven.)
moon night. ([personal profile] strewn) wrote in [personal profile] fagaceae 2018-11-29 01:03 am (UTC)

I hope it will. I'd really like to experience it. [ Dal looks at Hyunki, then the ceiling again. ] Maybe Bam can do it and I can listen in. He's sort of bad at doing that when I'm out, but I guess since I've had more practice...

[ He shrugs. It's just a thing. ]

It is tough. I wonder about it a lot. [ But the more he wonders, the more he realizes he probably won't ever know. Wondering doesn't get him closer to an answer, that's for sure.

He thinks the best thing he can do, maybe, is just accept it. Accept not knowing.

Dal turns onto his side a bit to face Hyunki. ]


I do. I do love him. I wrestled with it a little. Because how am I supposed to know what this feeling is? [ He lays a hand over his chest. ] But I do know.

[ He turns a little red from having revealed as much, more embarrassed by the fact that he spoke what was on his mind without mulling it over a lot than by the words he said.

Same for his next reply: ]
Myung and I have talked about that. About him using his mouth. And me, eventually. I'm still a little uncertain. It was because I was nervous, but now I've started realizing I like his hands so much... I don't know if there's anything I'll like better.

Did the path you took work for you?

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