Are you not worried? That I'm an outsider? Am I disrupting a long-struck balance?
[ Because she's being very, very nice, and it's not like Hyunki is going to stop having feelings for Adder. But he doesn't want to make things difficult for him, either. ]
I shall take this as a threat to outside risks, but also to me. Which I perfectly understand, if you are all protective of each other. I respect that very much.
For what it's worth, I do not want to come in between anyone, and I hope I'm not. But I really do care for Adder, deeply.
care for him as we do, and you will never have need to fear. things will fear you.
well, i think that's that.
[yes. she did what adder would want for her to do. she did what she expects of herself as someone who...cares about him. and hyunki seems perfectly pleasant, and if adder chose him, she has absolutely no right nor reason to feel bitter about it. let the angry voice inside of her be damned.]
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Date: 2018-09-17 08:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-09-17 09:00 pm (UTC)those of the underworld aren't always welcomed so warmly.
[sometimes people misunderstand them. sometimes they understand them perfectly. they run the same risk either way.]
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Date: 2018-09-17 09:03 pm (UTC)I've been judged harshly in the past, just because of what I am. I would never do it.
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Date: 2018-09-17 09:26 pm (UTC)we've been used to it for a very long time. as a result, we've grown close and protective of one another.
[even ros who brings the anger out of her easier than most, it's only because he knows her well enough to be able to do it.]
if you can find comfort among us, that would make me very happy.
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Date: 2018-09-17 09:38 pm (UTC)[ Because she's being very, very nice, and it's not like Hyunki is going to stop having feelings for Adder. But he doesn't want to make things difficult for him, either. ]
Is he taking risks, picking me?
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Date: 2018-09-17 09:45 pm (UTC)i'm not worried. my lord has me, and kerberos as well. he is big and...sometimes unpleasant. but adder is never at risk as long as he's here.
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Date: 2018-09-17 09:52 pm (UTC)For what it's worth, I do not want to come in between anyone, and I hope I'm not. But I really do care for Adder, deeply.
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Date: 2018-09-17 10:00 pm (UTC)well, i think that's that.
[yes. she did what adder would want for her to do. she did what she expects of herself as someone who...cares about him. and hyunki seems perfectly pleasant, and if adder chose him, she has absolutely no right nor reason to feel bitter about it. let the angry voice inside of her be damned.]
what time do you wake of a morning?
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Date: 2018-09-17 10:07 pm (UTC)[ fkvbfhkvbfhskl ]
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Date: 2018-09-17 10:11 pm (UTC)it's the best way to start a morning. the only way, if you ask me.
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Date: 2018-09-17 10:16 pm (UTC)But he's still loathe to be presumptuous about it. ]
I could maybe share a cup with you in the kitchen, when you're done bringing Adder his?
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Date: 2018-09-18 11:12 am (UTC)that would be lovely. i currently have three favorite teacups, so that works out well.
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Date: 2018-09-18 12:49 pm (UTC)nice. we can share breakfast, then, hopefully. i'd like that. if you care for him, i'd like to know you.